So there is this boy..

Since I started working at the place I work now, I have liked 2 different guys that have worked with me. The first one was there for a month, the only day I worked with him he put in his two weeks. Basically big fat waste of my time, turns out he acts and young as he is. And has now stolen from the company twice that we know of.
Awesome right, well then this last week we get a new co-manager. We'll call him S.

I don't know what it is about him but I really sort of have the most child-ish crush on him. He has gorgeous eyes and I like how he dresses. (really, these are what impress me?!?!) He really just is gorgeous, I feel weird saying that about a man but really. I also feel weird calling him a man, not a guy. So this leads to one of the main problems.. he's like 8 years older then me. (if you round up.. he's 30!) Another problem.. I dont really thinks he goes for girls like me.. but that's beside the point. So I can't decided if he teases me because he's being a 10 year old and being mean because he likes me, or if he's being like my brother. Either way, not good.
I feel so weird saying I have a crush, its just not me.
He's also drug free, apparently he used to be straight edge.
My last blog will tell you that no, I have not been drug free for a few years now.
My first love was straight edge, so I once lived a similar lifestyle, but again Not the point.
Another thing I find attractive, he's mean. He teases me.. but really he's sort of just an ass hole. and I find that a little attractive. Dont ask.

So I guess for now, I have crush on a guy from my work, 8 years older, handsome?, an ass hole and probably maybe not interested, oh and did I mention he leaves for the army in 2 months.
:( Hate when this happens.
I close with him 4 times this week so we'll see how this turns out.